love story

1 years ago
i've been hurt by someone who i loved
i don't why he (f) do that,he said that he still wait me till we can be together again
but, in fact he lied.
he choosed to came with another girl and left me
okay,i'm fine .
but why he must gave me many hope like that?
am i false if i want to break for concentrate on my school?
should i cried because boy like him?
should i?
too hard to me to forget you as soon as possible
coz believe or not i still love you
i pass 2 month to forget you
and i can
i have famillies,friends,and other.
i'm happy without your love.........................................................
then,your GIRLFRIEND (d) message me,
"do you still love my boyfriend?"
GOD!
swear,i never message him again after i broke he up
3 months latter,
he message me again,he told me that he didn't love his GIRLFRIEND again
haha,i'm not stupid boy................
yah you're right that i still love and remember you
but you have been hurt me yesterday,so i won't reply your message again
WAKAKAKA
sometime,
my friend,mmm you can call her Z oh ya she is not Zoeys okay?
Z have a bestfriend he (upil) is from another class,mmm his class is beside beside my class.LOL
i think he is her boyfriend
but they always hide it from me
firstly,i don't know who is he
but because his friend loves me,then he told me .
and yaaaa...... we make a friend
next month ................................ an accident is happened
she,mmmm i mean Z did something that so bad
and sorry i can't tell you what is that but swear,you'll shock if you know it
then me and him closer than before.........................
i fell another feeling.it's more than i need him to be my friend
but i feel i love him and i want him to know it
he often message me
when i was sick,he always said "cepat sembuh yaaa :)"
when i'm not eat yet,he always said "yo makan to sakit lho"
when i'm not reply your message you will send me 2-3 messages
then you said "wuss sombongnyaaa"
really,i'm in love with you
you are a good man,
you make me fallin love everyday
"kamu lucu kok :)"
"berdua piyed ben romantis? *hahahas prek
do you remember it?
i know now we are not close again
i know..................................................................................
is it your drama?
are you and Z make a drama to hurt me?
why?
why?
Have i ever hurt you?
you gave me hope
i always wish that's hope will become true
but why now you make me cry?
or you happy to see me crying like a baby?
or Z told you that i'm in love with you?
SWEAR! i never say anything about my feeling to her
but why?
or you don't like me to be your friend?
but why?
because i'm not a smart student?
i'm not beautiful?
i'm not a good friend?
please tell me ......................
why and why??
i know Z is more EVERYTHING than me
but can you tell me why you left me now?
why you gave me some hope?
why????????????????????????
and GOD why must i hurted again by love?

for my first boy F -------> don't say any promise with me again,i hope you will be find another girl who better than me

for my old enemy D -----> let's make a friend wif me........................................
for my friend Z ---------> you have a lot of boy,but why you want to hurt me? yes i'm in love with your best friend.but am i false? please tell me
for my love upil---------> why do you left me?am i false? why you hurt me?are you happy saw me crying? please if you read this post,i hope you message me then tell me everything that you feel.or at least you can send me offline chat or email?really i'll wait your message


----would you die for someone who you love,or would you run and hide?-----

with tears and smile

MEGA BRILIANTI SAKTYATAMI